Second thoughts!

So you see! This is my life and always has been. I spent a large part of today thinking about deleting the blog. I tried to justify this by saying to myself, "if I add one more thing to my to do list I will never get anything done." I have to focus and complete, I have to keep myself engaged and applied to the tasks at hand, so I am now swearing for as long as it takes me to complete my life long list of unfinished tasks, I will blog about it. It will be nice at some point to have people who would think it a laugh to follow me fumbling day after day to complete things and check off project after project on my list. A bit of encouragement. I am after all the most organized, creative and dedicated person my family and friends know. If only I could apply those qualities to my direct life and what makes me happy I would think of myself as a big success. Having a few followers and reading comments would be exciting and help me stay on track. Let me see if I can make my blog interesting enough to accomplish this.

So here is the big list, the unfinished business of my life. My intentions and purpose that I keep putting aside for NO GOOD REASON.

1. Novel

2. Art (series of paintings about motherhood)

3. Starting a bake shop

4. Organizing poetry and short stories from my childhood through to adult pieces.

5. Develop the ideas for the Fairy story, the ill artist story, and the non fiction.

6. Write the story about my daughters adventures with her imaginary friend.

7. Hold a workshop for women.

8. Compile the info and research for the mom and me report.

9. Compile the info and research for the corporate mommy report.

I am sure this list will grow as I come across other unfinished projects. There it is though in black and white, I can't back out once I publish this post. I will need to set goals and a time line and try to stick to it. I think my first goal will be to assemble the hard copies of all of the above projects and organize them into a workable mountain.

It will be fun and give me a purpose, I am looking forward to the journey, it is necessary.